My Drugs of Choice Are Dead

In group today I learned about grief. Since Istopped using I've felt like i'm going crazy. I'm angry one second, crying the next. I try to convince myself that I don't have a problem one minute and I accept that I have to say goodbye to meth the next. My emotions are so out of wack I've got to be nuts. My counselors taght me that I was grieving drugs because they were the closest relationship I've ever had. I guess I'll have to accept the fact that I'm not going crazy, I just have to say goodbye. -Jan B.-